Monday, September 24, 2012

Nothing Much to Say

My mind's been in a jumble since the last hurricane blew through town. Not unlike those of a lot of other people I've heard from. Too many thoughts rattling around in there and bumping into memories and lists of things to do that I never seem to get around to doing.

Personally, I've had times when I've felt lonely, fragile, at the mercy of outside forces. Then I feel fine. Then I sink back down into the mire.

My only Me time seems to be in the early mornings before Bobby wakes up with his daily agenda of things he wants to do, which translates into things that he wants me to do for him.

I look at this blog each day and long to leave some message behind, but I cannot think of anything to say.

This will pass. I know it will. However, it takes time. More time than I remember it taking when I was younger. Wounds are slower to heal these days. Even the psychic ones.

On the other hand, I did get my gold pirate earring.

4 comments:

  1. You got it! So, might we see a picture of you in your gold pirate earring?


    I have little to say these days, too, which is hard because writing feels like my link to sanity most of the time. But anxiety and a screaming brain do tend to tangle the words. it helps me to liberate myself of feeling like I have to be deep and message-rich. I try to think of posting as just dropping by for a cup of coffee or tea or something much stronger with my friends, who i miss when i stay away. hugs, friend.




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  2. Okay, okay, I'll get a picture of the pirate earring. (It's actually in my headshot here, but it's hard—if not impossible—to see. As another friend of mine mentioned, it takes faith and imagination to find it ;-) And thank you for the advice about approaching this thing as if I were dropping by for a cup of coffee. I think that might be just what I need to break through this log jam. You've done it again, sweetheart. Loves and hugs!

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  3. Pirate earring, sweet! Looking forward to the pictorial.

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